Feb 27, 2017

Taeyeon's first full album released tomorrow!

My favorite Soshi member and so happen to be the kid leader, Taeyeon, gonna release her very first full album, My Voice,  by 28th February 2017, after 2 mini albums, 2 SM Station projects, and 1 digital single! So so excited espescially because I really like her deep vibrato voice haha lol I'm not professional so I can't describe it but I have been a long time fan of her OST's like If, Can You Hear Me, I Love You, and the newest one All With You, when she is singing it feels like she is talking how sad she is because her voice is just so full of emotions, and I really love that. Not to mention that it took her almost 10 years into her debut to finally come out with first full album, so it must be overwhelming feeling for her. Her first mini album, I, sold so well and I'm really looking forward for this full album.

Hm, anyway, you can check out some of her teasers image on her official website, tracklist, and highlight clips of each of her songs at Youtube.

Meanwhile, her design album is so so pretty I can't even.. so aesthetic and tumblr-ish.

These are some of my favorite highlight teasers..

that moment when 30secs teaser gives you life more than full video...

My favorite Pisces girl ever. (kudos for sharing the same zodiac with me haha)

And, check out her ''I Got Love'' MV which make me question my sexuality seriouslyy so pretty and gorgggg!


Feb 26, 2017

little bit older, little bit bolder

So yesterday, 25th February 2017, was my 23rd birthday. I don't really fancy birthday, I mean, who came up with the idea that you have to do celebration of getting older and closer to death? Though we all gonna die someday, but still.

I have never been a fan of birthday, I don't have any closest friend whom I can celebrate with. My parents, well of course they remember my birthday, but other than that, I don't have any best friend to celebrate. Call me bitter, but it is just who I am. I have lived whole my life this way and I am fine. So, yesterday my dad treated me at Shaburi at Pacific Place which is our favorite place to dine for their AYCE concept, last time it used to be Hanamasa, but they are getting worse, and now Jakarta has various choices when it comes to all you can eat shabu-shabu (Washoku Sato, Little Sheep, etc)

Too bad we did not snap any pictures, we are  famished so taking pictures is definitely not in our minds. We were too busy taking foods and swish swish the meat. Overall, Shaburi is a great place for shabu shabu and did I mention again it is buffet style, and I espescially love the tasty beef! I don't care how much weight I will be gaining, it is just so damn good I could finish off 5 plates on my own hahaha. On the cooked food section, I espescially love the chicken karaage! I normally did not take any food from hot food section, but the chicken karaage was so crunchy I ended up taking few more.

Uhm, I guess writing without providing any photos is useless lah haha so next time I pay a visit to Shaburi again, I will definitely be taking lotsa picturess and will be spamming this blog with food pics  xx

Toodles, and oh.. happy 23rd birthday once more for me! Damn, I'm getting old, it scares me TT

Feb 21, 2017

furry eye iphone case ♥♥

saw this at Glittery Daisy's fb page, actually my friend also own this kind of phone case and i always borrowed her phone just to stroke the fur because it is so fluffy and soft. Hahaha..

Feb 20, 2017

which camera should i buy??

Okay, so I am in the middle of dilemma here. Being an indecisive person, choosing something is incredibly hard for me. I owned a Nikon D3100 DSLR and wanted to switch to mirrorless camera. Because, let's face it.. the idea of lugging around your heavy DSLR is not appealing to me. My DSLR was my birthday present and i used it less than 10 times maybe? So, I always wanted to buy a mirrorless/pocket camera which the quality now getting better and could rival DSLR, and most importantly, could slip to my handbag or my pocket and cheaper than DSLR.

But which one should I buy? >.<

1. Canon Powershot G7X Mark II

Yes, this camera topped my list simply because it is amazing for amateur like me. I like just how simple it is to use because it is a pocket camera, at the same time the specs is just wow and gives pretty much the same result with DSLR.  

2. Fujifilm XA2

I like the vintage-ish look of it, if i finally settles to buy this one, I would pick the brown one becoz it gives an old camera vibes (fyi, they got brown, pink, white and black)

3. Sony A5000/Canon EOS M10

The most affordable option at mirrorless market out there, without sacrificing the quality. They are still pretty darn good for beginner and did you know Sony lens is used for iphone cam lens also? So, this add extra points for Sony A5000, and for Canon EOS M10, I fell in love after watching Melody Amadea's youtube vid about creative filter assist that you can set to change color and tone of your photoyou can check out some of the example too at Canon Thailand youtube channel, they got some pretty cool tones my favorite is Pimtha with her cutie tone :D

4. Sony DSC RX100 M2

Ok, this is like high-end for point and shoot Sony camera, so do i need to say more about the quality?? This is the rival for Canon PS G7X Mark II, so this is tough choice hmm -_-

So these are the options and I could really appreciate some help to decide :(

Feb 16, 2017

fingers crossed.

I am not ashamed to say that it took me almost 6 years to graduate from university. There is a price to pay for my lesson and I regret nothing. It shapes me to who I am today, and for that, I am thankful. 🙏

Feb 15, 2017

my thoughts about bullying.

Okay, honestly.. I don't normally write about these kind of things on my blog. First, because I feel like I don't have any knowledge and that was very sensitive topic to write or talk about. But honestly tho, if you are a victim of bullying you should not be afraid to speak up.

Few days ago, I was scrolling on facebook newsfeed. Amidst the overloaded hates, people spreading fake news/hoax, and baby pictures (UGH!) I still check on my facebook account regularly, because duh.. who doesn't like to kaypoh these days? :D

I came accross 1 post from a fella from one particular forum that i joined (which I do not intend to write the forum name here, and p.s: i have unfollowed the forum by now)

This fella is trying to sell a custom design t-shirt, apparently not the first time (kudos for the effort, btw!) and out of curiousity.. I clicked on the comment section. and I was stunned.

I was expecting normal comments like, ''PM.'' or ''Price?'' or whatever.. but what I read is bunch of comments calling him to just stop doing it because it is going nowhere. Like seriously.. WTF is wrong with you people??

Okay, I'm gonna be really honest here. The t-shirt wasn't appealing, nor it has spectacular design but still..  that doesn't give you reason to calling him names and flame him on social media. Some people actually dares to leave that stupid trash dove sticker on the comment and say ''I'm just gonna park here so i can see how this fella getting flamed on social media.'' How shameless.

When I leave 1 whole paragraph of comment saying that we should just leave him alone if we don't intend to purchase his stuff instead of calling him names and bully him at comment section I got so many responses discrediting him, my notification apparently very busy at that time #sorrynotsorry.

So, basically they told me that this fella has been a pain in the ass and that they try to be polite with him but the guy just doesn't bother, because actually he suffer from condition which prevents him to engage in social communications properly. Yeah, so what? That does not give you any reason to cyberbully him. One girl actually said it that i should just sit with him and see how poorly he behaves, and see if you can tahan not to bully him. Like seriously girl??? What is the difference if you, and I'm sorry to say, as a normal and educated person cyberbullying because apparently it was the right thing to do. #whereisthelogic

Just because he is such a pain does not mean you have to stoop that low and think,

''Oh well.. he is an ass anyway. So it is just right if he bullies him. He always throw tantrum and very uncomfortable to talk with. So, it is OK to just flaming him.''

NO. This is not right. Those people, they went to college, get a degree and have proper job. But why?? If he has some mental disabilities, then why are we normal people have to treat him that way? Yes, he may caused a disturbance, he is difficult to talk with, he throws tantrum but that does not gives you any rights to just bully him.

I have been called out names before. Fat, ugly, whore, someone actually made a fake account of me on twitter and spreading bad rumors (being a celebrity 101: having someone made a fake profile of you, checked ✓) and I know just how horrible it is. To this day, I still wonder what were those bullies of me thinking and how well they are doing right now. For bullies, it may have been 5 minutes of entertainment of your life, but it could have been a lifetime scars for people that you bullied.

I hope that fella doing well.. i really do.